The suits managed to catch me a few weeks ago, and began experimenting on me in some strange facility with technology I have never seen before on this planet, it must have been alien.
I am now back on the run hoping I can find the Mareins or some way to contact them, I really need their help now, I cannot explain much more, since I need to leave here as soon as possible, unfortunately I do not know where I am.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
Friday, September 9, 2011
Sunday, August 28, 2011
28/08/2011
The Mareins have finally returned to Earth and the contacted me.
It turns out they have been looking for me for the last few days, but it took them a while since I was not in Toronto.
I explained to them the situation, and they told they will investigate as to who those people after me are.
Until them I am still stuck away from home, until I can be assured that I can return home.
This whole thing is starting to stress me out, each night I go to bed I am begging for things to return to normal.
I have felt I am a nomad the last few weeks always on the run. I used to be a mentally strong person, I never cried, but last night I finally gave in to my emotions, and cried for an hour.
This blog is all I have to help me feel like I am not alone, when I see that people are reading my posts, I feel like some one is listening, unfortunatly, none of you can help me.
At least not without risking your own lives.
I wonder at times if things will go back to how they were, but I realize they never can. I already lost the job that I had since I graduate of university, I was happy there with my co-workers, they were my friends, my only friends that I had left, since most of my friends I knew since highschool, have long since moved elsewhere.
But right now, I am lonely and I do not know how much more of this I can bare.
May peace, tranquility and friendship be with you, always.
It turns out they have been looking for me for the last few days, but it took them a while since I was not in Toronto.
I explained to them the situation, and they told they will investigate as to who those people after me are.
Until them I am still stuck away from home, until I can be assured that I can return home.
This whole thing is starting to stress me out, each night I go to bed I am begging for things to return to normal.
I have felt I am a nomad the last few weeks always on the run. I used to be a mentally strong person, I never cried, but last night I finally gave in to my emotions, and cried for an hour.
This blog is all I have to help me feel like I am not alone, when I see that people are reading my posts, I feel like some one is listening, unfortunatly, none of you can help me.
At least not without risking your own lives.
I wonder at times if things will go back to how they were, but I realize they never can. I already lost the job that I had since I graduate of university, I was happy there with my co-workers, they were my friends, my only friends that I had left, since most of my friends I knew since highschool, have long since moved elsewhere.
But right now, I am lonely and I do not know how much more of this I can bare.
May peace, tranquility and friendship be with you, always.
Thursday, August 25, 2011
25/08/2011
After a few close run-ins with them, I decided the best thing to do was leave the country, hopefully they do not come after me as they do not have jurisdiction outside of Canada, at least I hope they do not.
Obviously I am not going to say were I left to go to.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
Obviously I am not going to say were I left to go to.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
Friday, August 19, 2011
19/08/2011
This is the first time in a while I can really sit down and type anything, so hopefully I can fill you in on what has happened.
Last Friday I was on my way home from work at around 5pm. While I was stopped at a red light I looked back using my mirror, to see who is behind me, since there is not much else to do at a red light. I noticed a the guy behind me was all dressed up like on of those guys from Men in Black, I laughed and joked to myself about it.
When I was at the final red light that held me up just before getting to my house I noticed he was still behind me, I thought that was weird, I guess he lived in my area or was visiting some one. I then took my last right turn before entering my street, and he also took right turn. At this point I was getting all paranoid that he was following, so instead of pulling into my drive way, I kept going, and decided to drive around for a bit and try and lose him. After about an hour including a drive through the highway, I finally lost him, and pulled into my friends house who lives behind me, and jumped the fence connecting our yards, to make sure no one followed me.
I finally get inside my house through the back door, and things were moved around, it was not a mess, but it was not but back the same way I left it. While inside the house I had a feeling some one else was in there, I never found anyone, but I made sure to get my baseball bat.
Obviously some one else is monitoring me, and unlike last time, it is not aliens, at least I doubt it is, this time it was men in suits, I dunno if there police, detectives or some other government agency.
I did not want to spend that much time in my house, so I decided to leave and stay at a hotel. I got all my stuff I needed, and got out. As I left I saw a car pull into my driveway and he saw me, so I ran to the fence and jumped over and ran back to my car. He tried to follow me, but once he saw me running to my car, he went back to his.
Because this is probably being monitored I cannot give exact details to where I stayed, so I might be vague about some events.
First thing I did after getting into my car was go to the other side of town and top of my car with gas, I made sure to pay with cash, next I stopped by a bank and emptied out my bank account so that would not have to use bank/debit/credit cards, I also did not use my cell phone in the last week.
I spent the whole night driving out of the city, and kept moving as far as I can until I needed sleep, I spent a day at the motel, and kept doing that for the most part since Friday, drive during day and sleep at night.
I also lost my job since I did not show up to work on Monday, strangely enough my boss did not fire me, I had to quit, but he kept suggesting I was welcomed back, and urged me not to quit and come to work.
I think they got to him, they wanted to try and get me to show up.
I was able to get to a public library to post my last message, but I was hesitant to do it, since it would alert them to my presence to them, but I felt I had to make it public. So I posted a small message and got out as fast as I could out of the library.
This message was typed in an internet cafe in a small town, I slept during the day, so I can drive at night to hide better.
Because I do not now what will happen next, I do not no when or if I will post again.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
Last Friday I was on my way home from work at around 5pm. While I was stopped at a red light I looked back using my mirror, to see who is behind me, since there is not much else to do at a red light. I noticed a the guy behind me was all dressed up like on of those guys from Men in Black, I laughed and joked to myself about it.
When I was at the final red light that held me up just before getting to my house I noticed he was still behind me, I thought that was weird, I guess he lived in my area or was visiting some one. I then took my last right turn before entering my street, and he also took right turn. At this point I was getting all paranoid that he was following, so instead of pulling into my drive way, I kept going, and decided to drive around for a bit and try and lose him. After about an hour including a drive through the highway, I finally lost him, and pulled into my friends house who lives behind me, and jumped the fence connecting our yards, to make sure no one followed me.
I finally get inside my house through the back door, and things were moved around, it was not a mess, but it was not but back the same way I left it. While inside the house I had a feeling some one else was in there, I never found anyone, but I made sure to get my baseball bat.
Obviously some one else is monitoring me, and unlike last time, it is not aliens, at least I doubt it is, this time it was men in suits, I dunno if there police, detectives or some other government agency.
I did not want to spend that much time in my house, so I decided to leave and stay at a hotel. I got all my stuff I needed, and got out. As I left I saw a car pull into my driveway and he saw me, so I ran to the fence and jumped over and ran back to my car. He tried to follow me, but once he saw me running to my car, he went back to his.
Because this is probably being monitored I cannot give exact details to where I stayed, so I might be vague about some events.
First thing I did after getting into my car was go to the other side of town and top of my car with gas, I made sure to pay with cash, next I stopped by a bank and emptied out my bank account so that would not have to use bank/debit/credit cards, I also did not use my cell phone in the last week.
I spent the whole night driving out of the city, and kept moving as far as I can until I needed sleep, I spent a day at the motel, and kept doing that for the most part since Friday, drive during day and sleep at night.
I also lost my job since I did not show up to work on Monday, strangely enough my boss did not fire me, I had to quit, but he kept suggesting I was welcomed back, and urged me not to quit and come to work.
I think they got to him, they wanted to try and get me to show up.
I was able to get to a public library to post my last message, but I was hesitant to do it, since it would alert them to my presence to them, but I felt I had to make it public. So I posted a small message and got out as fast as I could out of the library.
This message was typed in an internet cafe in a small town, I slept during the day, so I can drive at night to hide better.
Because I do not now what will happen next, I do not no when or if I will post again.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
16/08/2011
Sorry I have not been able to post recently, but I have been on the run from some one that has been following me for a while now, I cannot say much right, since I am in a rush, I am currently in a public library so I do not have much cover from them.
I will try to find another computer in a more private area.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
I will try to find another computer in a more private area.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
Saturday, August 6, 2011
06/08/2011
I apologize for not posting my status this week.
I have been busy at work, trying to get back on to my boss' good side.
As well, I have been catching up on my sleep, since I fainted earlier this week, and according to my doctor it was from a lack of sleep, so I have been going to bed earlier then usual.
But nothing has really happened this week, it has been quiet and no signs of aliens this week, maybe this is the end this blog, I am not sure, I will see how things go.
I have been busy at work, trying to get back on to my boss' good side.
As well, I have been catching up on my sleep, since I fainted earlier this week, and according to my doctor it was from a lack of sleep, so I have been going to bed earlier then usual.
But nothing has really happened this week, it has been quiet and no signs of aliens this week, maybe this is the end this blog, I am not sure, I will see how things go.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
03/08/2011
Not much has been going on lately, it has been quiet, the Lairaneins are probably to busy with the Mareins try to get their people back.
Have not had a chance to put up my drawings of the ship, since I do not have a scanner to but it on, I have to try and use my scanner from work, which I have to use discreetly, since it is not for business purposes.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
Have not had a chance to put up my drawings of the ship, since I do not have a scanner to but it on, I have to try and use my scanner from work, which I have to use discreetly, since it is not for business purposes.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
Saturday, July 30, 2011
30/07/2011
Also I was able to see the Lairaneins ship from the outside while looking through the window inboard the Marein ship, I will see if I can attempt to redraw it and post it to see if anyone has seen it before, or maybe if it is buried in a memory if you were probed without being able to recall it.
10/07/2011
It is nice to finally begin the weekend after the week I had, and hopefully get some sleep.
This time I know that, for the time being, I have nothing to worry about.
The Lairanein ship no longer is no longer hear and is firmly in the possession of the Mareins, the Mareins are also no longer hear since their headed back to the world with the Lairaneins as prisoners, not that I hate the Mareins, they helped me out but, it is nice that for at least a while things will be back to normal, or at least feel like it. At the very least I can enjoy my weekend in peace.
One thing I forgot to mention, just before the Mareins rescued me from the interrogation, they were about to tell me why I was genetically altered. But they did mention I had some part in the rise of their 'Confederacy', unfortunately I do not know what they meant by that.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
This time I know that, for the time being, I have nothing to worry about.
The Lairanein ship no longer is no longer hear and is firmly in the possession of the Mareins, the Mareins are also no longer hear since their headed back to the world with the Lairaneins as prisoners, not that I hate the Mareins, they helped me out but, it is nice that for at least a while things will be back to normal, or at least feel like it. At the very least I can enjoy my weekend in peace.
One thing I forgot to mention, just before the Mareins rescued me from the interrogation, they were about to tell me why I was genetically altered. But they did mention I had some part in the rise of their 'Confederacy', unfortunately I do not know what they meant by that.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
Friday, July 29, 2011
29/07/2011
The Lairaniens did attempt to interrogate me, but fortunately it was unsuccessful again, but I had nothing to do with their failure.
I found out the Mareins never did leave the solar system.
It turns out they were hiding inside Jupiter, watching the Lairaniens ship return and waiting for the right time to strike to disable their ship.
Which they successfully accomplished while I was onboard about to be interogated until I was rescued, I prayed they would not destroy the ship with me onboard, and turns out that was never their intention.
I was told by the Mareins captain, all of the captured Lairaniens will be taken to Shir'natoh, the Mareins home world/capital world to undergo trail for war crimes and interference of a non-interstellar race.
Unfortunately this had to occur so late into the night, which leaves me with only a few hours of sleep left before I go to work, looks like I will have to pile on the caffeine.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
I found out the Mareins never did leave the solar system.
It turns out they were hiding inside Jupiter, watching the Lairaniens ship return and waiting for the right time to strike to disable their ship.
Which they successfully accomplished while I was onboard about to be interogated until I was rescued, I prayed they would not destroy the ship with me onboard, and turns out that was never their intention.
I was told by the Mareins captain, all of the captured Lairaniens will be taken to Shir'natoh, the Mareins home world/capital world to undergo trail for war crimes and interference of a non-interstellar race.
Unfortunately this had to occur so late into the night, which leaves me with only a few hours of sleep left before I go to work, looks like I will have to pile on the caffeine.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
Monday, July 25, 2011
25/07/2011
I just got home from work, 4 hours later then I normally get home. Why does this matter?
Because it is what it took to convince my boss I am committed to my job. Again why does this matter?
Because I arrived 5 hours late, on a day of a board meeting, because I was interrogated by the Lairaniens all day yesterday, and then finally released me at 11am today.
They wanted to know what the extant of my contact with the Mareins was. Then when I would not reveal anything, mainly because the Mareins treated me nicely and I did not want to turn my back on them, they injected me with a chemical, I think it was some sort of 'truth serum', but it had no effect on me, so the interrogation too longer because they attempted to alter it in some way, but it still failed, apparently it was not designed for human physiology. Then they finally released me after it looked like they would not get anything, but warned me they would retrieve me again to continue the interrogation.
I was not scared, I was more angry then anything else, they decided to do this a day before returning to work after they were spying on me for most of my vacation, but did not interrogate me then. I am incredibly tired since I have not slept in the last 24 hours, next time I see a Lairanien, I swear I will hurt it if they do that again, I worked my ass of for this job I am not going to lose it.
Because it is what it took to convince my boss I am committed to my job. Again why does this matter?
Because I arrived 5 hours late, on a day of a board meeting, because I was interrogated by the Lairaniens all day yesterday, and then finally released me at 11am today.
They wanted to know what the extant of my contact with the Mareins was. Then when I would not reveal anything, mainly because the Mareins treated me nicely and I did not want to turn my back on them, they injected me with a chemical, I think it was some sort of 'truth serum', but it had no effect on me, so the interrogation too longer because they attempted to alter it in some way, but it still failed, apparently it was not designed for human physiology. Then they finally released me after it looked like they would not get anything, but warned me they would retrieve me again to continue the interrogation.
I was not scared, I was more angry then anything else, they decided to do this a day before returning to work after they were spying on me for most of my vacation, but did not interrogate me then. I am incredibly tired since I have not slept in the last 24 hours, next time I see a Lairanien, I swear I will hurt it if they do that again, I worked my ass of for this job I am not going to lose it.
Friday, July 22, 2011
22/07/2011
I am finally back from my trip up north, when I got back I was tired so I took a nap once I got home.
I would be lying if I said nothing happened during my vacation, I also thought I got my break and caught the Lairaniens on camera.
While I was at the cottage, Monday and Tuesday was peaceful, but the Lairaniens returned on Wednesday. I saw them watching me while is was in the forest, I do not know if they were trying to be discreet during their spying but I was easily able to spot 6 of them hiding behind bushes, logs, trees, etc.
So I decided to return to get my camera and take a picture of a few, and I disguised the picture taking by pretending I was taking pictures of random objects like birds, foxes and other stuff.
But the next morning my camera was gone from my night table, I am unsure if all they did was taking my camera. At the very least they could have deleted the pictures and leave my camera behind, that thing was not cheap.
They were again spying on me on Thursday, but that was the extent of my contact with them, I wonder why they are keeping their distance from me now, maybe they think I have the protection of the Mareins.
Either way, I enjoyed my week off, and I still have a weekend to myself.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
I would be lying if I said nothing happened during my vacation, I also thought I got my break and caught the Lairaniens on camera.
While I was at the cottage, Monday and Tuesday was peaceful, but the Lairaniens returned on Wednesday. I saw them watching me while is was in the forest, I do not know if they were trying to be discreet during their spying but I was easily able to spot 6 of them hiding behind bushes, logs, trees, etc.
So I decided to return to get my camera and take a picture of a few, and I disguised the picture taking by pretending I was taking pictures of random objects like birds, foxes and other stuff.
But the next morning my camera was gone from my night table, I am unsure if all they did was taking my camera. At the very least they could have deleted the pictures and leave my camera behind, that thing was not cheap.
They were again spying on me on Thursday, but that was the extent of my contact with them, I wonder why they are keeping their distance from me now, maybe they think I have the protection of the Mareins.
Either way, I enjoyed my week off, and I still have a weekend to myself.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
Monday, July 18, 2011
18/07/2011
I finally got a week off from work, since this all started. I'll be leaving later today to go up to my cottage a few hours north of where I live. Well it is not really mines, it is a friend's cottage he is letting me use for the week.
I will not be taking my laptop with me, because I want to get away from technology and enjoy the week along side nature. I will be back either Friday or Saturday.
Yesterday I posted my encounter with the Mareins, but a lot more happened then I posted but it all overwhelmed me, I needed to process it for a day or two, so I will post more stuff that I remembered from the encounter with the Mareins. First of all I'll like to apologize if it has been hard to read my posts, whether it is from typos, bad grammar or other stuff, I am not the best and retelling stuff but I try my best.
As I mentioned the Mareins never told me why the Lairaniens have been genetically alter me, but they told me I am not the first. They have been doing this in the past but in more aggressive manners, as I mentioned I have been altered while in the fetus so my I grew up with them, but the Mareins told me that the Lairaniens (this race name is annoying to type over and over again, i need to come up with a nickname) have genetically manipulated humans in the adolescence causing extreme pain to them, these events have been reported to human media, but get dismissed as another crazy abduction-by-aliens claim. Once the Lairaniens finished with those experiments, they moved up to altering the DNA of a fetus to see if it would result in greater success. But no matter how much I tried they never told why they did this and what results were they looking for, but I could tell they knew the answer but did not want to reveal it.
They also told me the Mareins and Lairaniens have been at war for well over a hundred years, but it has been restricted to slight skirmishes for the last 20 or so years to allow both sides some breathing room to recover from the losses, they would not tell me the cause of the war, but they said control of the system they called Chel-kam, which I found out was our solar system, is crucial but neither side wants to control Earth because it would likely result in the war becoming a total war once again which neither side can really afford at the moment. The assured me the Mareins intentions was to secure Earth to prevent Lairaniens occupation of Earth, while allowing humans develop naturally without outside influence.
It is annoying that their is a war going with the fate of humanity at stake but we cannot even take part in it, but for our sake I hope the Mareins are successful, unfortunately I had more questions that were left unanswered when I left their ship.
That is all I can recall now, and it is also time I head to the cottage with a week off in nice summer weather.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
I will not be taking my laptop with me, because I want to get away from technology and enjoy the week along side nature. I will be back either Friday or Saturday.
Yesterday I posted my encounter with the Mareins, but a lot more happened then I posted but it all overwhelmed me, I needed to process it for a day or two, so I will post more stuff that I remembered from the encounter with the Mareins. First of all I'll like to apologize if it has been hard to read my posts, whether it is from typos, bad grammar or other stuff, I am not the best and retelling stuff but I try my best.
As I mentioned the Mareins never told me why the Lairaniens have been genetically alter me, but they told me I am not the first. They have been doing this in the past but in more aggressive manners, as I mentioned I have been altered while in the fetus so my I grew up with them, but the Mareins told me that the Lairaniens (this race name is annoying to type over and over again, i need to come up with a nickname) have genetically manipulated humans in the adolescence causing extreme pain to them, these events have been reported to human media, but get dismissed as another crazy abduction-by-aliens claim. Once the Lairaniens finished with those experiments, they moved up to altering the DNA of a fetus to see if it would result in greater success. But no matter how much I tried they never told why they did this and what results were they looking for, but I could tell they knew the answer but did not want to reveal it.
They also told me the Mareins and Lairaniens have been at war for well over a hundred years, but it has been restricted to slight skirmishes for the last 20 or so years to allow both sides some breathing room to recover from the losses, they would not tell me the cause of the war, but they said control of the system they called Chel-kam, which I found out was our solar system, is crucial but neither side wants to control Earth because it would likely result in the war becoming a total war once again which neither side can really afford at the moment. The assured me the Mareins intentions was to secure Earth to prevent Lairaniens occupation of Earth, while allowing humans develop naturally without outside influence.
It is annoying that their is a war going with the fate of humanity at stake but we cannot even take part in it, but for our sake I hope the Mareins are successful, unfortunately I had more questions that were left unanswered when I left their ship.
That is all I can recall now, and it is also time I head to the cottage with a week off in nice summer weather.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
17/07/2011
Sorry about the last post, I did not want to upset the Mareins so I had to confirm with them if they cared if I posted what happened yesterday.
I will start from the beginning to avoid confusion to the events that happened yesterday as well as the events that led up to it.
The unconscious 'conversations' were actually the Mareins contacting me, they were approaching Earth in order to intercept the other aliens. They arrived at Earth on Saturday morning, and contacted me in the afternoon. I meet then face to face, they looked similar to the original aliens but were smaller and a lot thinner and had a more light purple-greyish colour to them.
They transported me to their ship and being to explain things to me. They told me the original aliens I encountered are called the Lairaniens, and their interest in me is a result of slight genetic tampering of my DNA when I was still a fetus, when I heard that I was genetically altered I begin to freakout, but they explained the genetic alterations are minor and even a doctor would dismiss it as a slight abnormality. A partial list of the alterations they gave me is, slight increase in testosterone level, denser bone mass and above average night vision, sounds minor enough so it does not bother me, since some of those might even be advantageous.
Despite being altered in the fetus they told me from their knowledge my parents never knew or came into contact with either the Mareins or the Lairaniens. They never told me why the Lairaniens altered my DNA and kept avoiding the question every time I asked.
They also showed me something I never would have expected have seen in my life.... the moon. I know it does not sound like a big deal but I was so close to the moon I was able to see every crater in clear detail through a window on the ship.
Unfortunately they had to leave the next morning, they told me they were the only ship the sector, and had some important missions to undertake, they assured me I would not be harmed by the Lairaniens, since I am too valuable to them alive.
And that ended that experience, I was delayed from posting this because they emphasized, their policy of not interfering in worlds and stressed the importance on not being discovered by Earth, so I was unsure of whether I would be allowed to post this. Fortunately they did not mind, since many people claim to been visited by aliens and with no proof they just get dismissed human governments.
I will start from the beginning to avoid confusion to the events that happened yesterday as well as the events that led up to it.
The unconscious 'conversations' were actually the Mareins contacting me, they were approaching Earth in order to intercept the other aliens. They arrived at Earth on Saturday morning, and contacted me in the afternoon. I meet then face to face, they looked similar to the original aliens but were smaller and a lot thinner and had a more light purple-greyish colour to them.
They transported me to their ship and being to explain things to me. They told me the original aliens I encountered are called the Lairaniens, and their interest in me is a result of slight genetic tampering of my DNA when I was still a fetus, when I heard that I was genetically altered I begin to freakout, but they explained the genetic alterations are minor and even a doctor would dismiss it as a slight abnormality. A partial list of the alterations they gave me is, slight increase in testosterone level, denser bone mass and above average night vision, sounds minor enough so it does not bother me, since some of those might even be advantageous.
Despite being altered in the fetus they told me from their knowledge my parents never knew or came into contact with either the Mareins or the Lairaniens. They never told me why the Lairaniens altered my DNA and kept avoiding the question every time I asked.
They also showed me something I never would have expected have seen in my life.... the moon. I know it does not sound like a big deal but I was so close to the moon I was able to see every crater in clear detail through a window on the ship.
Unfortunately they had to leave the next morning, they told me they were the only ship the sector, and had some important missions to undertake, they assured me I would not be harmed by the Lairaniens, since I am too valuable to them alive.
And that ended that experience, I was delayed from posting this because they emphasized, their policy of not interfering in worlds and stressed the importance on not being discovered by Earth, so I was unsure of whether I would be allowed to post this. Fortunately they did not mind, since many people claim to been visited by aliens and with no proof they just get dismissed human governments.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
16\07\2011
Greatest Experiance I Ever Had!!
But it is confidential for now, I forgot to get permission if I can reveal it.
I will find out tomorrow or whenever, I'm not sure yet.
But it is confidential for now, I forgot to get permission if I can reveal it.
I will find out tomorrow or whenever, I'm not sure yet.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
14/07/2011
Sorry for the lack of posting for the last couple if days, but nothing has really been happening. It is weird that they left me alone after interrogating me, considering I did not really tell them much, since I did not know anything that they wanted. So that is where I live things for now, but if there is anything I learned is that things do not stay quiet.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
Monday, July 11, 2011
11/07/2011
Last was peaceful, which I find strange because the night before was anything but peaceful, but it gave me a chance to gather my thoughts and try and understand what is going on, and this is what I been able to peace together:
The original aliens, which have been probing and interrogating me, must at conflict or fear the Mareins which are the aliens I recently encountered in my 'unconsciousness'. Why else would they want to get information about them as soon as they contact me?
What I still want to know is are the Mareins peaceful or do they have the same agenda as the original aliens?
But as this thing continues, instead of fearing it like I originally did, I seem to fear it less and consider it to be a unique experience. I know that statement seems strange but consider all I have been through, but I do not think they want to hurt me, or else they would have done so by now.
In other news, I have managed to take a week off from work for the following week, which is what I wanted since this started. I must go to bed now since I have work tomorrow, and should probably be sleeping by now.
May Adventure and Excitement fill your life.
The original aliens, which have been probing and interrogating me, must at conflict or fear the Mareins which are the aliens I recently encountered in my 'unconsciousness'. Why else would they want to get information about them as soon as they contact me?
What I still want to know is are the Mareins peaceful or do they have the same agenda as the original aliens?
But as this thing continues, instead of fearing it like I originally did, I seem to fear it less and consider it to be a unique experience. I know that statement seems strange but consider all I have been through, but I do not think they want to hurt me, or else they would have done so by now.
In other news, I have managed to take a week off from work for the following week, which is what I wanted since this started. I must go to bed now since I have work tomorrow, and should probably be sleeping by now.
May Adventure and Excitement fill your life.
Saturday, July 9, 2011
09/07/2011
They are mad now!!!
I was just abducted and interrogated relating to the contacts I had in my unconsciousness, regarding the second set of aliens. I was really scared and got tortured through some strange device they had that causes pain, I told them everything I know, but I do not think they were satisfied.
I have also learned the name of the second set of aliens, from what they said during my interrogation they are the Mareins, spelled out the way it sounded to me, but I have not been able to determine the name of the originals aliens that abducted me.
If my 'conversations' with the Mareins are true I a wait their arrival and hope they can save me, from another interrogation. I do not have time to type in any more detail, I plan on spending the night in a hotel, I do not want to be alone in my house at night after that experience.
I was just abducted and interrogated relating to the contacts I had in my unconsciousness, regarding the second set of aliens. I was really scared and got tortured through some strange device they had that causes pain, I told them everything I know, but I do not think they were satisfied.
I have also learned the name of the second set of aliens, from what they said during my interrogation they are the Mareins, spelled out the way it sounded to me, but I have not been able to determine the name of the originals aliens that abducted me.
If my 'conversations' with the Mareins are true I a wait their arrival and hope they can save me, from another interrogation. I do not have time to type in any more detail, I plan on spending the night in a hotel, I do not want to be alone in my house at night after that experience.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
07/07/2011
I apologize for not being able to post recently.
My computer was compromised by a virus, and was unable to remove it, so I had to wait until my friend was able to come over to remove it. But think it is gone now.
On Friday night, I set up a camera after i got home from the doctors, with the goal of catching the aliens on camera. Unfortunately or rather fortunately, the night was quiet and uneventful.
On Saturday I went to run some errands for most of the day, so I left my camera running for most of the day, to see if anyone entered my house while I was gone. Unfortunately, I believe some one did enter my house but it was not caught on video, when I view the recording a time frame is missing from 1pm to 2pm. Nothing is missing that I can recall, but it is frustrating not be able to get prof on this aliens coming into my house, I must see if their is another way to approach this.
Saturday night things got strange, I went to bed and when I woke up, it was not Sunday morning, it was Monday morning, luckily, I did not have work that day thank to the long weekend. I only realized it was Monday after noticing that my Sunday TV shows were not on, but the channels were on there Monday schedule. I spent most of the day trying to find clues for the missing day, but I had no success in figuring anything out. My camera also was of little use as it stopped recording while I was still sleep.
I also have not been able to determine whether I unconscious for the whole day or whether I was even in my house that day. But Monday night I received my first clues as what was going on for the last week or so.
While as sleep I had a dream that seem to feel more like being a wake and aware of everything around me, rather then being in a state of sleep. I encountered an alien but not like the ones I have seen so far, in a room beside a large window in space. These aliens were bigger then the previous ones I have seen, they were grey rather than a tone of green, but they were still shorter then me. They kept telling me, 'Beware of the others', but they never responded to anything I said, next thing I remember I was waking up.
Wednesday night, again led me to these 'awake' encounters, only difference this time was what they said,'We are on our way'.
I have been able to piece to piece some things together and finally I an able to post this,I am less fearful then I have been before, because I'm still alive and in unharmed, my scar has somehow disappeared. I doubt they have any intention to hurt me, or so I believed until I started getting these messages of 'Beware of the others'. Are these others the previous aliens I encountered ?, maybe should see if I can attempt to capture one, and who are these other aliens 'on there way'? But somehow I so not think their a threat like the other ones I seen.
I have probably missed out on typing some other stuff that happened to me, but it has been a busy weekend and it is difficult to remember everything in one post, if anything important comes to me, I will post it.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
My computer was compromised by a virus, and was unable to remove it, so I had to wait until my friend was able to come over to remove it. But think it is gone now.
On Friday night, I set up a camera after i got home from the doctors, with the goal of catching the aliens on camera. Unfortunately or rather fortunately, the night was quiet and uneventful.
On Saturday I went to run some errands for most of the day, so I left my camera running for most of the day, to see if anyone entered my house while I was gone. Unfortunately, I believe some one did enter my house but it was not caught on video, when I view the recording a time frame is missing from 1pm to 2pm. Nothing is missing that I can recall, but it is frustrating not be able to get prof on this aliens coming into my house, I must see if their is another way to approach this.
Saturday night things got strange, I went to bed and when I woke up, it was not Sunday morning, it was Monday morning, luckily, I did not have work that day thank to the long weekend. I only realized it was Monday after noticing that my Sunday TV shows were not on, but the channels were on there Monday schedule. I spent most of the day trying to find clues for the missing day, but I had no success in figuring anything out. My camera also was of little use as it stopped recording while I was still sleep.
I also have not been able to determine whether I unconscious for the whole day or whether I was even in my house that day. But Monday night I received my first clues as what was going on for the last week or so.
While as sleep I had a dream that seem to feel more like being a wake and aware of everything around me, rather then being in a state of sleep. I encountered an alien but not like the ones I have seen so far, in a room beside a large window in space. These aliens were bigger then the previous ones I have seen, they were grey rather than a tone of green, but they were still shorter then me. They kept telling me, 'Beware of the others', but they never responded to anything I said, next thing I remember I was waking up.
Wednesday night, again led me to these 'awake' encounters, only difference this time was what they said,'We are on our way'.
I have been able to piece to piece some things together and finally I an able to post this,I am less fearful then I have been before, because I'm still alive and in unharmed, my scar has somehow disappeared. I doubt they have any intention to hurt me, or so I believed until I started getting these messages of 'Beware of the others'. Are these others the previous aliens I encountered ?, maybe should see if I can attempt to capture one, and who are these other aliens 'on there way'? But somehow I so not think their a threat like the other ones I seen.
I have probably missed out on typing some other stuff that happened to me, but it has been a busy weekend and it is difficult to remember everything in one post, if anything important comes to me, I will post it.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
02/07/2011
Doctor said scar was strange but maybe I cut myself while sleep walking, doubt it though. But the scar was significantly smaller then it was Thursday, and the swelling was gone, I can not explain that.
My headaches are still bothersome, doctor just recommended I take some aspirin.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
My headaches are still bothersome, doctor just recommended I take some aspirin.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
Friday, July 1, 2011
01/07/2011
These memories seem to persist, I woke up again with another vague memory last night, similar in some ways to the last one, but this one had some differences.
I was again in a dark room, unable to move my limbs, but my chest was not open this time, instead they were scanning my head or analyzing it. Then I wake up again in my room, as if from a nightmare.
I have not seen them in a while, while being conscious, outside this vague memory, since last week. But this is becoming unbearable and frightening to wake up to, I would rather confront them. There must be some way for me to communicate with them and figure what their intentions are.
I do not work tomorrow, luckily I have a holiday. So I plan on visiting my doctor to check the scar, which has been swelling up since I first got it, as well as checking my headache. I have had all day since waking up, The aliens probing my head must have done something.
I no longer doubt this vague memories are just dreams, but likely events that had happen in my while I was sleep, I do not no where these events take place, whether it is in my room or some where else.
I am very tired writing this, my sleep has been minimal in the last week, hopefully, I pray to god, hopefully, I can get some peaceful sleep tomorrow.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
I was again in a dark room, unable to move my limbs, but my chest was not open this time, instead they were scanning my head or analyzing it. Then I wake up again in my room, as if from a nightmare.
I have not seen them in a while, while being conscious, outside this vague memory, since last week. But this is becoming unbearable and frightening to wake up to, I would rather confront them. There must be some way for me to communicate with them and figure what their intentions are.
I do not work tomorrow, luckily I have a holiday. So I plan on visiting my doctor to check the scar, which has been swelling up since I first got it, as well as checking my headache. I have had all day since waking up, The aliens probing my head must have done something.
I no longer doubt this vague memories are just dreams, but likely events that had happen in my while I was sleep, I do not no where these events take place, whether it is in my room or some where else.
I am very tired writing this, my sleep has been minimal in the last week, hopefully, I pray to god, hopefully, I can get some peaceful sleep tomorrow.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
30/06/2011
It is scary becoming scary even being at home now. I spent the whole day trying to stay away from my house.
But at the end of the day I have no choice but to come home to sleep.
It looked like things were coming to an end, since they stopped visiting me, at least I do not think they were.
But last night was strange, and brought the fear back....
I woke up suddenly during the night, like when you wake up from a bad nightmare, except it did not feel like a nightmare but more like a vague memory from the past.
The vague memory is hard to recall or even remember the details, all I can recall is that I was somewhere else, I was not in my house, but rather in a cold dark room. I could not move, much the first night I encountered them, I was able to move my head, but not my limbs.
There was a bright light above me staring me in my face. I heard beeps in the background, but I was not able to see anything, it was all black. But the scariest part is what can next, when I looked down to my chest it was open, I was able to see my ribs, but I did not feel anything. I saw one of the aliens come into the lighted area and do stuff in my chest, but I could not remember exactly what they did, after that I black out.
After that I just remember waking up suddenly, dripping of cold sweat, checking my chest. I was not able to sleep after that, fortunately it was close to my alarm going off and just got ready for work one hour earlier.
This memory haunted me for the day, I was wondering whether I was dreaming or if it actually happened. I was not able to concentrate on anything all day, and this is starting to affect me at work, I might have to talk a week off and get away from my house.
The longer this last the more I worry for my safety, I lock my bedroom door now, and sleep with the lights on, but I doubt it does more then offer me false security.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
But at the end of the day I have no choice but to come home to sleep.
It looked like things were coming to an end, since they stopped visiting me, at least I do not think they were.
But last night was strange, and brought the fear back....
I woke up suddenly during the night, like when you wake up from a bad nightmare, except it did not feel like a nightmare but more like a vague memory from the past.
The vague memory is hard to recall or even remember the details, all I can recall is that I was somewhere else, I was not in my house, but rather in a cold dark room. I could not move, much the first night I encountered them, I was able to move my head, but not my limbs.
There was a bright light above me staring me in my face. I heard beeps in the background, but I was not able to see anything, it was all black. But the scariest part is what can next, when I looked down to my chest it was open, I was able to see my ribs, but I did not feel anything. I saw one of the aliens come into the lighted area and do stuff in my chest, but I could not remember exactly what they did, after that I black out.
After that I just remember waking up suddenly, dripping of cold sweat, checking my chest. I was not able to sleep after that, fortunately it was close to my alarm going off and just got ready for work one hour earlier.
This memory haunted me for the day, I was wondering whether I was dreaming or if it actually happened. I was not able to concentrate on anything all day, and this is starting to affect me at work, I might have to talk a week off and get away from my house.
The longer this last the more I worry for my safety, I lock my bedroom door now, and sleep with the lights on, but I doubt it does more then offer me false security.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
29/06/2011
Things seem to be back to normal now, nothing happened last night and I found no new strange scars on me. Hopefully it was just aliens passing by and being curious about humanity, or maybe they moved on to another person, either way, if this is over, I can get back to resuming my life in peace.
I am going to bed early today, I have not had a good sleep since this began. I will also be visiting my doctor Friday to look at the scar.
May peace and Tranquility be with you.
I am going to bed early today, I have not had a good sleep since this began. I will also be visiting my doctor Friday to look at the scar.
May peace and Tranquility be with you.
Monday, June 27, 2011
27/06/2011
I posted earlier that some one was in my house, since the books where further back from the edge of the shelf than the distance I normally have them.
Normally I would not remember such minor detail but it is where I keep my favorite pen, whenever I am not at work I place the pen on the shelf, and when I am at work I carry it with me, it is of considerable sentimental value to me.. I do not want to misplace it, I follow that routine to avoid losing it. The space is just enough for the pen only, but when I placed the pen on the shelf after I came home from work, as I normally do, I had more then enough space.Nothing was stolen from me, which leads me to believe it was not a break in.
But that was not the most striking thing that happened to me today. For the second night in a row, no one was there, the beeps I heard the previous night were gone. I slept peacefully, in fact I slept in, for some reason my cell phone alarm did not go off, I must have forgot to set it. So I had to rush my morning routine to make it to work on time, and while taking a bath I discovered a scar on my thigh that I never had before, I will likely ask my doctor some time this week to look at it, it is itchy and I want to make sure I do not get an infection.
I wonder....
if despite my peaceful sleep, I was subject to an operation I have no memory of.
If they have the ability to probe me in my sleep, I fear for my safety, who knows what internal damage their capable of doing to me, without me even being able to remember being probed.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
Normally I would not remember such minor detail but it is where I keep my favorite pen, whenever I am not at work I place the pen on the shelf, and when I am at work I carry it with me, it is of considerable sentimental value to me.. I do not want to misplace it, I follow that routine to avoid losing it. The space is just enough for the pen only, but when I placed the pen on the shelf after I came home from work, as I normally do, I had more then enough space.Nothing was stolen from me, which leads me to believe it was not a break in.
But that was not the most striking thing that happened to me today. For the second night in a row, no one was there, the beeps I heard the previous night were gone. I slept peacefully, in fact I slept in, for some reason my cell phone alarm did not go off, I must have forgot to set it. So I had to rush my morning routine to make it to work on time, and while taking a bath I discovered a scar on my thigh that I never had before, I will likely ask my doctor some time this week to look at it, it is itchy and I want to make sure I do not get an infection.
I wonder....
if despite my peaceful sleep, I was subject to an operation I have no memory of.
If they have the ability to probe me in my sleep, I fear for my safety, who knows what internal damage their capable of doing to me, without me even being able to remember being probed.
May Peace and Tranquility be with you.
27/06/2011
Somebody was in my house, the books on my shelf are further back then I normally leave them. It is minor, but it is not how they should be.
27/06/2011
They did not come last night, but I could not sleep due to my fear, but I sense they were watching me.
Every few minutes I heard beeps coming from inside my house, but when I went to search where the beep was coming from, the sound stopped.
But one of the sounds I heard last night was not a beep, but was the sound I heard when they talked to each other. I then found a strange device on my book shelf, it was blue and oval in shape about 5cm x 10 cm, it had a small screen but I could not understand was on it. I put it in my desk I thought I finally had proof aliens existed, but it was gone when went to get it in the morning.
I struggled to sleep until the sun began to come up.
But when I finally woke up I was happy they left me alone that night, at least.. I never saw then that is, but I do not know how they got their device back.
I have to work tomorrow so I have to go to bed early today. Hopefully this night is as peaceful as last night.
To the reader, may peace and tranquility be with you.
Every few minutes I heard beeps coming from inside my house, but when I went to search where the beep was coming from, the sound stopped.
But one of the sounds I heard last night was not a beep, but was the sound I heard when they talked to each other. I then found a strange device on my book shelf, it was blue and oval in shape about 5cm x 10 cm, it had a small screen but I could not understand was on it. I put it in my desk I thought I finally had proof aliens existed, but it was gone when went to get it in the morning.
I struggled to sleep until the sun began to come up.
But when I finally woke up I was happy they left me alone that night, at least.. I never saw then that is, but I do not know how they got their device back.
I have to work tomorrow so I have to go to bed early today. Hopefully this night is as peaceful as last night.
To the reader, may peace and tranquility be with you.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
26/06/2011
My name is THE QUIET SHADOW,
I will not reveal my real name to protect myself,
I write this to reveal the truth to the world.....
THERE IS LIFE OUTSIDE OF EARTH.
I have seen them, they have been in invading my house for the last 2 days now, every night. They scare me, I never been this scared in my life.
They do not talk to me and do not interact with me, and they have only looked at me once.
The first I saw them was friday, what was suppose to be the beginning of a nice weekend, changed, everything changed. I saw them when I was in bed.
I woke up in the middle of sleep, it was a strange feeling, it was sudden, it was like a woke up from a nightmare, except I could not move I was only able to move my head. Then suddenly I saw a bright flash coming from outside my bedroom door. I was scare I knew somebody was in my house but I thought it was a robber, I live alone, so I panicked.
I then saw them come in after a few minutes, they were talking to each other, at least I think they were, they made clicking noises. They just walked around, and did not even acknowledge I was in the room with them. I wanted to run or grab my baseball I keep in my closet, but I could not move to get it. I could not even talk, it was like my voice was gone, I could not even make a noise to scream or talk to them. But after a minute they walked out, I saw the bright light again, but after that I do not remember what happened, after that I just remember waking up the next day.
But at that point I thought I just had a night of crazy dreaming and dismissed it as such.
Unfortunately, I found out last night that it was not a dream.
The same thing happened everything was exactly the same, it was like everything was in sync and planned out, except instead of leaving after a minute, they came around me, and one stared at me for a few seconds, my heart was beating faster then it ever did in my life, I was never this scared before.
This time I knew I was a wake, it did not feel like I was dreaming, I was wide awake, with an alien staring me down with his huge eyes. I got a good look at him or her, and he looked those aliens you see on tv documentaries that people ignore and believe it is not real, except they were.
Again I do not remember what happened after that I woke up the next day, sacred but there was no one to talk to, because they wont believe me.
It is late for me now it is 3:23 am, I am very tired, and unable to stay up the night as I planned. I hope they will not return but do not think they care what I hope for. Good bye, hopefully just for now, I hope anyone reading this and has the same thing happening to them, realize this, you are not alone.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
I will not reveal my real name to protect myself,
I write this to reveal the truth to the world.....
THERE IS LIFE OUTSIDE OF EARTH.
I have seen them, they have been in invading my house for the last 2 days now, every night. They scare me, I never been this scared in my life.
They do not talk to me and do not interact with me, and they have only looked at me once.
The first I saw them was friday, what was suppose to be the beginning of a nice weekend, changed, everything changed. I saw them when I was in bed.
I woke up in the middle of sleep, it was a strange feeling, it was sudden, it was like a woke up from a nightmare, except I could not move I was only able to move my head. Then suddenly I saw a bright flash coming from outside my bedroom door. I was scare I knew somebody was in my house but I thought it was a robber, I live alone, so I panicked.
I then saw them come in after a few minutes, they were talking to each other, at least I think they were, they made clicking noises. They just walked around, and did not even acknowledge I was in the room with them. I wanted to run or grab my baseball I keep in my closet, but I could not move to get it. I could not even talk, it was like my voice was gone, I could not even make a noise to scream or talk to them. But after a minute they walked out, I saw the bright light again, but after that I do not remember what happened, after that I just remember waking up the next day.
But at that point I thought I just had a night of crazy dreaming and dismissed it as such.
Unfortunately, I found out last night that it was not a dream.
The same thing happened everything was exactly the same, it was like everything was in sync and planned out, except instead of leaving after a minute, they came around me, and one stared at me for a few seconds, my heart was beating faster then it ever did in my life, I was never this scared before.
This time I knew I was a wake, it did not feel like I was dreaming, I was wide awake, with an alien staring me down with his huge eyes. I got a good look at him or her, and he looked those aliens you see on tv documentaries that people ignore and believe it is not real, except they were.
Again I do not remember what happened after that I woke up the next day, sacred but there was no one to talk to, because they wont believe me.
It is late for me now it is 3:23 am, I am very tired, and unable to stay up the night as I planned. I hope they will not return but do not think they care what I hope for. Good bye, hopefully just for now, I hope anyone reading this and has the same thing happening to them, realize this, you are not alone.
May peace and tranquility be with you.
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