Thursday, June 30, 2011

30/06/2011

It is scary becoming scary even being at home now. I spent the whole day trying to stay away from my house.

But at the end of the day I have no choice but to come home to sleep.

It looked like things were coming to an end, since they stopped visiting me, at least I do not think they were.

But last night was strange, and brought the fear back....

I woke up suddenly during the night, like when you wake up from a bad nightmare, except it did not feel like a nightmare but more like a vague memory from the past.

The vague memory is hard to recall or even remember the details, all I can recall is that I was somewhere else, I was not in my house, but rather in a cold dark room. I could not move, much the first night I encountered them, I was able to move my head, but not my limbs.

There was a bright light above me staring me in my face. I heard beeps in the background, but I was not able to see anything, it was all black. But the scariest part is what can next, when I looked down to my chest it was open, I was able to see my ribs, but I did not feel anything. I saw one of the aliens come into the lighted area and do stuff in my chest, but I could not remember exactly what they did, after that I black out.

After that I just remember waking up suddenly, dripping of cold sweat, checking my chest. I was not able to sleep after that, fortunately it was close to my alarm going off and just got ready for work one hour earlier.

This memory haunted me for the day, I was wondering whether I was dreaming or if it actually happened. I was not able to concentrate on anything all day, and this is starting to affect me at work, I might have to talk a week off and get away from my house.

The longer this last the more I worry for my safety, I lock my bedroom door now, and sleep with the lights on, but I doubt it does more then offer me false security.

May Peace and Tranquility be with you.