The Mareins have finally returned to Earth and the contacted me.
It turns out they have been looking for me for the last few days, but it took them a while since I was not in Toronto.
I explained to them the situation, and they told they will investigate as to who those people after me are.
Until them I am still stuck away from home, until I can be assured that I can return home.
This whole thing is starting to stress me out, each night I go to bed I am begging for things to return to normal.
I have felt I am a nomad the last few weeks always on the run. I used to be a mentally strong person, I never cried, but last night I finally gave in to my emotions, and cried for an hour.
This blog is all I have to help me feel like I am not alone, when I see that people are reading my posts, I feel like some one is listening, unfortunatly, none of you can help me.
At least not without risking your own lives.
I wonder at times if things will go back to how they were, but I realize they never can. I already lost the job that I had since I graduate of university, I was happy there with my co-workers, they were my friends, my only friends that I had left, since most of my friends I knew since highschool, have long since moved elsewhere.
But right now, I am lonely and I do not know how much more of this I can bare.
May peace, tranquility and friendship be with you, always.
